The Fight You Cannot Win (and why you must stop trying).

A visceral chronicle of an existential KO and the liberation of giving up the fight. When life knocks you to the canvas, true victory isn't about punching back, but having the courage to lower your gloves and embrace your own shadow.

3/8/20265 min read

Embracing Tyson: Chronicle of an Existential KO.

The Fight You Cannot Win (and why you must stop trying).

Lower Your Gloves: The Art of Embracing Your Own Shadow.

Where do you-I-we act from? The journey is the process and not the results. There is no complacency here, there is nothing wrong with results... I am just saying what I'm saying and nothing more (or less).

A few months ago, I myself would have written this "post" with the intention set on the "results" ... my ego: how many people will it connect with, how many people will like it, what "result" will sharing this have in my life?

Today, not only do I NOT have any of those "needs," but I am aware that, at least for my former "avatar," this post will be counterproductive and I will "lose friends" (both words in quotes, "lose" and "friends") and, nevertheless, I am going to publish it, I am writing it, and I am doing so from two crucial positions: I am neither "enlightened" nor do I expect any "result."

I need to talk about Keter, but I will try to do it as colloquially as possible.

Emptiness and Abyss are NOT the same thing, but they are very close to each other and it is crucial to distinguish them.

First self-referential metaphor (yes, I have to talk about myself, it's all I have). The last 6 months of my life make the previous 700 (58 years and 4 months, 21,300 days, numbers matter, a lot) seem like a light "warm-up on the sidelines," not even "training" ... for these last 6 months.

At the end of last September, Mike Tyson metaphorically hit me with a straight to the chin that knocked me out cold on the canvas, and I stayed that way throughout October and November. In early December I "opened a single eye" and managed to get to my feet, staggering... something in me was "dissolving" (caterpillar, chrysalis, butterfly) and from late December to early February I thought I had "seen the light" and I wrote several books and a massive amount of information was "downloaded" from "somewhere" that I was merely "channeling."

With only one eye open, I couldn't see that I was still in the ring and that Tyson was still there, waiting for me. Throughout February and until early March (with very powerful eclipses in between) I slowly and clumsily opened the other eye, dizzy, very foggy, between two worlds, but a few days ago (maybe today and I simply don't want to admit it to myself yet, beloved reader, dear sister) I turned around and saw Tyson there, brutal, powerful, overwhelmingly strong, like a force of nature capable of killing me with a single breath... however, something has changed, something deep, and the change is internal, it has changed in me, but I have no idea if anything has changed in Tyson.

Times full of "gurus," all desperately trying to "monetize" their miraculous methods of "accompaniment and guidance" for these times, and I am NOT here to criticize them (well, YES, and I will do it as much as I please, but not from any absolute truth) ... we all do the best we can and know how to do from the level of consciousness we have in each moment, and that obviously includes me in this here and now. I "prophesy" to you right now, without any arrogance, I simply "know it," that all those gurus, or a vast majority of them, are going to disappear without the slightest mercy, because it is NOT the time for that, the time for all that has passed (fortunately) and they will have to REINVENT THEMSELVES, just as absolutely all of us have to do.

I recently heard a powerful astrologer say something I agree with: REINVENT YOURSELF OR DIE TRYING. Just as it sounds, and it could be both metaphorical and literal (if it grates on you or scares the crap out of you, maybe it's time to stop reading and even block me and get me out of your life, don't hesitate, but if it intrigues you, even if you don't know why, keep going here).

Tyson is still there, snorting like an enraged bison, waiting for me. What has changed since the KO at the end of September and the dizziness of December and January? I have changed (yes, friends of the former Salva, it is time for you to delete me from your circle, that Salva no longer exists) and the new avatar looks at Tyson and does NOT fear him, because he has understood that this is NOT a boxing match, that he could never defeat Tyson, that it is not about continuing to trade punches, but about going toward Tyson, no matter what happens, whatever level of consciousness Tyson happens to be at, and EMBRACING HIM, telling him that he is NOT alone, that we are both the SAME and, if I am lucky and his level of consciousness has risen (like mine did) Tyson will burst into tears, he will embrace me and we will merge into one, and if not, he will throw another straight right to my jaw that will kill me (literally, biological death).

That is the TIME we are living in, beloved friends. And I am going to tell you a secret that will help you: death DOES NOT EXIST... and another day I will tell you the reason why I say this to you with such assertiveness and certainty.

We are not entering times of "results" but of authenticity. There are values that are universal and do not depend on the morality of any culture, one of them is integrity.

I don't disown results (we all have bills to pay), but I DO APPEAL to "where you do what you do from."

Keter is the last Sefira if we start from the bottom, from Malkhut (matter) but it is the first if we start from the top, that is, closer to: God, the Source, the Ein Sof... call it whatever you want... and Keter represents EMPTINESS, which is not the same as the ABYSS.

If you settle in the Abyss (nihilism) you will be in what religions call hell (without purpose, without mission, nothingness, nihil) but if you see the Emptiness of the Universe as that DESIRE to be filled (that is Keter) knowing that it is totally IMPOSSIBLE (you cannot conceptualize God or the Source), then it will be Paradise (Enthusiasm, etymologically, "in God", Emuna). The difference between Emptiness and Abyss is the same as between Satan and Amalek (do your own research, don't be lazy).

There is NO AI here, because AI is a useful tool if you know how to use it and shit if you don't, but AI, even if like a good "sophist" it can find the best words to "describe" Keter, it cannot FEEL it.

It is time to pull some ancestral wisdom out of three of its favorite worlds, namely:

· The "academy", only for those truly "advanced in the subject".

· The "charlatan gurus who only seek to monetize" whether they know more or less.

· "Magical thinking" and the "aimless mainstream".

And it is time to bring it closer to the real fabric, to the matrix, to the BUSINESS world, to the social fabrics and, individually, to individuals, but ACCOMPANYING and not MONETIZING, that is, it is time to truly be in the PROCESS and not in the results, in the journey and not in trying to "conceptualize God" ... it is time to BE god (in lowercase, it is not blasphemy, for the religious, it is bringing out the divine fractal that you truly are and going to EMBRACE TYSON, no matter what happens).

There is a proverb that says: whoever does not understand a look, will not understand a long explanation either.

With LOVE, the kind that is real and the only force that moves us.

Sal

P.S.: all this with Mercury (my ruler) retrograde drowning in the water of Pisces and Uranus still in the muddy Earth of Taurus... UGH!!! At the end of March Mercury goes direct and at the end of April Uranus enters my sun sign... to say ELECTRIFYING is a ridiculously weak understatement... I'll keep you posted... if Tyson doesn't annihilate me first.